Hikaru Shidou ([personal profile] lolijesus) wrote2008-10-07 08:18 pm

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So many of them are gone. The only proof that they were here at all are the memories of those that are left to remember them. That's... too sad.

I wasn't sure if he was really gone or not. He sometimes left for days without saying anything, so I didn't know for sure.

No... I knew he was gone. I was scared to look, but Livio-kun confirmed it for sure.

Rest in peac- ...You might come back some day, right, Wolfwood-niisan?







Nakamura-san, thanks for remembering our waffle date today. It was nice and I had fun.


How is everyone? It seems like it's been a long time since I've been around on the network to talk to many people these days, I'm sorry. Is everyone doing all right?


[private to Kid//unhackable]

Can I talk to you?

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[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you made a decision about making the apartment bigger?

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[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. I think it's a good idea.

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[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
All right.

...Do you think after you do, I could move in permanently?

private // unhackable; 1/?

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)

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[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)

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[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)

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[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I hardly know what to- but something must be-

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[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
...Mm Thanks.

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[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
...Is everything all right?

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[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
...Should I? It's fine, just a lot of people leaving.

private // unhackable; HARK, HE'S FIGURED IT OUT

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
...


Wolfwood?

private // unhackable; HE'S SO SMART.

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
...

Yeah.

private // unhackable; INORITE

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Hikaru...I'm sorry.

private // unhackable; HE DESERVES A PRIZE

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It's okay. Everyone leaves, right?

private // unhackable; WHAT KIND OF PRIZE

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
But he was important to you.

private // unhackable; HOW ABOUT A HIKARU?

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
So were a lot of other people. But...I can't do anything. So it's okay.

private // unhackable;THAT WORKS. :D

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
...

I understand you're trying to be strong, but it might be best to...allow yourself to grieve.

private // unhackable; I THOUGHT IT MIGHT. :'D

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Grieving would mean admitting he's really gone. I can't-- It'd be kind of silly to go through all that if he comes back in a few days, wouldn't it?

private // unhackable; alkdfj HE'S SAD FOR HER D:

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
What if he doesn't?

I suppose.

...If you need me, I'm here.

private // unhackable; SHE'S GOING TO LOSE IT AND BAW EVENTUALLY D:

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
...He probably won't.

I know. Thank you.

private // unhackable; BAAAAAAAAAAW

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Again...I'm sorry.

Is there anything I can do in the meantime?

private // unhackable; SHE'S NOT WELL SUITED FOR THIS KIND OF THING.

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
...Don't smile if you're not happy... Right?

...I just want to spend as much time I as I can with all of you. It'd be selfish to ask for anything else.

private // unhackable; I KNOOOOW. and brb food and shower

[identity profile] anti-asymmetry.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
You're allowed to be selfish now and then.

private // unhackable; go go go~ <3

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I just want to spend time with everyone. I don't know when any of you will leave, so I want to be with you all while I can.